Even after schizophernia, repeated relapses, I could not face the beast of meditation! At least not while I was feeling not afraid
Finally made the resolve, and despite the delay got started, did temptation bundling, podcast with walk back to home and straight to the meditation chair! Slept through most of the 32 minutes…
And at the end I had one thought
What would it feel like to follow the voice of my intuitiion! To not be pulled by eveyone and every voice in my head! To have the calm ability to say no! To offload
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