I so desperately want to write.
But when I hit the publish button it feels wrong.
Like I’m cheating!
Like this is a fraud!
And just as these thoughts were battering me from the inside…
I had an aha moment.
I’m trying really hard to talk…
To a phantom audience!
It doesn’t nod!
It doesn’t understand!
It doesn’t react!
So as the performer, I assume – ‘I’ am not doing it right!
But…
How will a phantom audience understand?
How will it react?
That’s when I realized –
The audience must be real!
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Even if it’s just one person staring back from the mirror!
Through stories, I tell an imagination
How can one imagination, nod to another?
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